I believe in it - always have - always will - period. I used to be kinda shy around women when I was younger - self conscious, clumsy, you know? So any relationship that I formed was important to me. And I guess I was raised to think of the feelings of others as being just as important as mine - something to be cared for, protected. And now I'm older with a marriage and a divorce behind me, nothing's changed. I still go into a relationship wanting it to be something. I'm way too old to be fooling around, just wanting casual sex or to be playing with some other person's feelings. Besides, what I've got now I would do anything - and I mean anything to protect. Because he's way too important. And who in hell could possibly want anybody else when they've got Sean Bean in their head, in their heart and in their bed?